5 juni 2010

Max and the blonde woman

He smiled and flirted with a blonde woman today... I'm not sure how I feel about that! I wish I could keep the feeling/knowledge that darkhaired people are the norm and all blondes are strange creatures! He smiled at a man in his 50's too; I said something about it not being so common that he did... the man said, the baby knows it is Saturday! It is a happy day! I'm glad he is happy ... I'm not! I don't like family being apart! I hate that Max One Sock and Dancing Soul Liam will miss out on so much!
It hurts me so much that their real family will be so far away! This summer will be great, because the final goodbye will be in September; right now it feels like we have all the time in the world... all summer we have something to look forward to!
But when summer is over... what happens then? Skype, phone, msn... we have all the tools; still, it will not be enough! Not even close!

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